To be cool kind of cool

Now playing: I Smell Pussy/Diva Remix

'I'm not handsome kind of cool,I'm just my kind of cool,cool kind of cool~TJ'
I'm now holding a bottle of 1.5litre of coke and I'm gonna drunk myself with that~

Just back~11.45pm

~believe this?I start the post at 11.45pm and now is already 3.54am(May) just then i wanna finish it~

So,
Now playing: Krazy/Fire/music...

Was spending time playing the NBA game again~Keep losing to da SA Spurs~Epicfailll~=P
Haha~play game till forget to get online to meet the 'sayang'~*guilty puppy look

3pm,
Bath Sasha and Judy...etc

3.30pm,
Cook myself some 'gon lou'(direct translate would be dry stir i guess~=P)noodles~

4.30pm,
Mum was back~Set up the cage in the car...etc~Get both my lovie dovies babies into the car and send mum to her office first to get some cashie first~$$~=D

Reach Jenjerom in 10minutes time~Fetch Cheng Tai~To Klang,here we gooo!!!~lalala

(what happen on the way:_I did make an early left turn~end up reach to the Old Klang Bus Station~Was freaking jam mann!!!It almost kill both of my leg~luckily I'm driving auto~Phew!!!)

Reach clinic at 6.40pm,reach my turn at 7.45pm..just like those old days~haha~Neva mind..Imma got patient~Imma trained to be that way~And thanks for C.T for having the patient to come along with me and wait too~

Spend like 70bucks only for both of my babies yearly injection+

I got baby a brand new 4feet leash~lalala~

Heard from auntie Chia that YingSan 2years old son had pass away after accidentally fall from 3rd floor of the building~May him rest him peace~

Called MJ before we leave~Ma De~awake from sleep to answer phone~freaking grumpy~~LOL

~To Bukit Tinggi to have our dinner~

Dinner at B.Tinggi AEON food court~but park car in front of a pet shop nearby(With both my babies inside~=P)
~Pass by JJ when they are having some labour day discount item~cheap toilet roll,oil,Milo..etc~The whole pile of stocks 'vanish' within 15 minutes~believe me~scary~!!

And when I went into JJ to get myself a bottle of coke,get to passby some staff~they just hand me 2pack of discount Milo~walao~like that also got Kang Tao~I guess after all Im just too cool~lalala(Took it since dad gonna need it for business and its only RM19+)...But spend like 20minutes to pay my for my drinks+Milo~The queue is freaking long~But who cares~again~Im patient enough to get what i want~lalala~XD

Back to eat my food that I have ordered earlier~

Then~CT spend me a 'Mocha' flavour twist from McD~McD again~lalala~Thanks

Leave the mall around 10+pm,Straight away back home after sending CT home(His fren keep calling him back home to play Dota d~haha*a game that I will neva play anymore*promise)

Law of Attraction works perfectly for my day~

+

Praise for the day:_
-From CT~Judy is pretty+nice
-From Auntie Chia~Judy is having nice skin
-From Dr Lian~Sasha is pretty~and for TJ pulak~'Whats the number d'(Means I'm good looking duhh,girls need to take number to get their turns to date with me~HAHA~thats a good 1...)



Waoo~4.59am right now~Need to sleep,few hours before church Sports Day(Every 1st of May duhh)~gonna rest~Chaozz

And now is already May??!!Wao~thats fast~

Happy May then!!=)

*I'm cool but I'll drool and lost my image when I meet you~Be my ecstacy..please~I need some energy!!~<3

I dreamed

Now playing:Room service/mas que nada

'I dreamed of her again'~
can this consider a nightmare??

story/dream line:_
Two different batch of robbers get into my house during night time,was fighting against them when I found out she was one of them,disappointment..Police didn't arrive and I have cant do anything beside seeing those robbers leave as in this was their own house...But she stay!She give me some information about the gang member with her...the last thing I remember is that I just smile to her and when I want to start to talk to her...
*POOF!!!~~'KoKo~wake up!!!'~~there goes my two lil cousin 'scream' me up from bed....@.@~It was 8am

Get back to bed again hope that get to continue the dream but........nothing happen...just sleep sleep sleep till 10+am...

Well,now is 11+am,is typing this post now~cause yesterday was too tired to do it~hehe

Lets get back to yesterday,

Lunch,
Cooked myself some 'Secret Recipe' dry noodles~Yumm~Perfecto!!

5.50pm~
Basketball(Teluk Bunut duh)
Due to problem of insufficient of players,only get to play 1 game~But its a nice win for us~Even with lots of mistake,I still manage to score 3/8~+i guess I did a great defense job today~

Defense LEVEL UP!!!

Basketball(Second round at Pulau)
Game1~I make 4/9 basket in a score to 10game~but we still lose~Because of all the mistake I made,damn
Game 2~This time I score only 2 but make 5 assist and we have a 9 to 4 leading~but again because of my mistake~we lose
Game 3~Imma in top form~score make 5 out of 10(this include of 1 3point),3assist,6rebound if I'm not mistaken(End up changing a few people to guard me)~1 great block(Who??Wan Yong aka Banana~1 of the main player/PF at the opponent team)great defense and TJ is unstoppable~

~was practising my shooting after the game,made 17 out of 20 3point shots~lalala~geng le

2 on 2~(game to 5)
Game1~win with 5-2
Game2~lose with 2-5
Game3~lose with 3-5
(But after all~its just fun)

9+ almost 10pm~back at home~bath..etc

Just realise that someones nail slash a big cut on top of my palm~PAIN!!!

11pm~wanna get my dinner but there is nothing else left~so to the restaurant nearby and get myself a Yin Yong and coke~a quite satisfying meal duhh~just that the environment+atmosphere+people there a lil suck~lol

12am~To McD to get myself a chocotop~Then drive around Banting till I finish it~

12+am~was online.ing~Princess Quack send 2+1(hers)blog link(I known them as hot blog)~Know why~Hot chicks blog duhh~Especially 1 of the them~Smooooooking hortt~~and her name is called Dawn~aww,isn't that a nice name~Hot chick+perfect name(But according to Princess Quack,she use to undergo plastic surgery)~WT,but i still liked!!XD*hamsap horny hiaohiao look

1am~At last~The 'sayang' was online~Intro her to Carmen F..etc~End up leaving everything(all the conversation) on and went down stairs to sleep at the Tv room~Zzzz(Having backache due to tiredness of playing too much basketball)till the morning~~=)

Thats all for this post,I guess~Need to bath Sasha and Judy d~Later gonna bring them to Klang~=)..Chao



*Stop appearing in my dream anymore~its consider 'seksaan'!!
*I'm a heartless person,cause you steal my heart~<3

Weight lose=Disaster

Now playing:
-Mas Que Nada
-Room service
-Candy shop
-Every Breath You Take
-Boom Boom Pow
-El Impacto
-Rompe
(all time TJ music)

'WTF~What happen last month make my weight drop from 78.6kg>69.7-70.1kg?'
Man~this is totally a disaster!!I want to be a 80kg.ian~=(~Blame blame blame the 'girl'!!

Back to 28/4,
Woke up at 11+am,after spending the night downloading those antivirus that end up useless~=.=
To Tong Lee~Eat eat eat......
~Check out the new house hold electronic shop~Met Bing Yi and her mum...arr~skip this part,nothing much...emm,ya...I was attracted by 1 Samsung Plasma TV...but it cost RM6499~Damm,sipeh expensive..
Afternoon,
#Become a driver~sending mum to her office,fetch my lil cousin from her(err..pusat jagaan,whats that call d ya..)..then send her to school,fetch her from school again...etc#
5+pm-8pm,
Cycle to the basketball court behind MayBank...Why??

Play basketball duhh~=)
Session for the day was quite fun..
Lose 2 game while having 4 vs 4~But win 2 straight games on 2 on 2..Main point would be all my opponents are really strong while all my partner are just random pick guys~Enjoy!!=)

Back~bath...etc...

9pm,Fetch Wei Pin at his place(Sungai Buaya that dont have buaya~This place was freaking dark...Only get to see a few lamp post)..To the store~Saw Lee Yan..working~Ask her out?Cannot pulak~F~LOL

Then take a 15minutes drive to Jenjarom~To look for Cheng Tai duhh..
Reached~Cheng Tai get back home 5minutes later...
To a mamak store nearby(Called Kerlee and Say Er,but nobody wanna come out..damn tak bagi face lo)...Get know of a friend of C.T..
Then 4 of us to the Cyber Cafe(btw,this place sucks..especially there are mosquitos in an air-con room~they really suck~suck blood-XD) nearby to~CS.ing
11pm,Wei Pin say wanna go home d(Im having a killing spree la dude~Potong stim.nya~)
No choice~Send Wei Pin home~And straight away home for my

WWE Raw~1pm-2.40pm
Was waiting to see some action from John Cena~end up with a lil disspointment...but at least he appear,right??=)

maan~My favourite super star of all time!!

End up playing NBA(The game again??!) till 6am(Suppose to teman/wait for 'sayang' to finish her presentation slide..who knows play game till DC also tak tau~lalala...sorry*cute puppy look)

29/4,
Em,wake up at 1.40pm~No school what...
Today suppose to go Wu Gu house~Hmm,maybe later la..still got few plans to go~
Well,lemmi continue to what I've planned~see you then~=)




*No matter how much I like the others,You are always the one I Love...<3

I'm back!!

Now playing:BOOM BOOM POW


Back to Banting~Its always the Best...

27/4,

12+pm,wake up...
1pm,lunch at Mama's Kitchen~pay five bucks for some tofu,rice and curry lamb~Lamb O lame.my favourite!!~ROFL
~spend the afternoon at Level 1 watching

The Biggest Loser
nice program duhh~

5.15pm,pack up stuff~
5.30pm,get a cab and headed to Kota Damansara to look for Er Yi~Cost me RM11~Man that expensive!!

Was back at Banting at 7.40+pm~
Went to mum's office~Company her to pack up and lock the office....

8+pm,Drive to Teluk Bunut Basketball court~Nobody is there...Goddam~Drive around for 15minutes then balik...Online~~~~

And??played NBA!!!
Fcuk!!Play a game for 40minutes and end up losing by 2points~My Lakers vs Da stupid Magic

11+pm,Tv time!!

watch

Hail the Judge九品芝麻官

Ya,an old but still funny Hong Kong comedy~and the main thing is...in the movie there is Christy Chung~Love<3

Back online at 11+pm

Getting Boom Boom Pow from Kimmy~lalala..
(Cause of the Stupid HR connection,cant download anything..)

Just sit back and think of it,home town is always the best...Not agree??Lemmi show you..

At home,
You can have plenty of homecook food~just like me having 4plates of rice earlier
You can watch TV while lying on the floor...
You can have your own transport~Save time
You can have meet your family member~
You can play with your own dog~
And last of all...
You can have..

Super FAST Internet connection~

Ain't home great??

Gonna continue thinking how great it was~See you!!=)




*Nothing at KL worth TJ to miss it~Beside everything about you...<3

Another Sunday

Now palying:In the Ayer


26/4,
6.30am(I guess~damn blurr),MJ wake me up before he leaved~Offer me a drive to Taman Desa but I just kong kong and sleep back again...

Wake up at 3+pm,the very first thing I did is to look for a charger to charge my phone...Battery Kong again...cause yesterday morning just charge till 20% nia...

Ok~Today doesnt really go as what I plan...Why say so??Lets just compare with my planner and what have I did for today...

Plan
Morning,
Breakfast with Roger and dad,
Head to Taman Desa Park for some dog event
Afternoon,
Lunch at TTDI(The lou su fan recommend by Calvin/Kelvin)
To the office to collect L4D from Joey
Night,
Midvalley for dinner and movie with Carmen F+meet up Nataniel...

Done?
Morning,
Sleep...Zzz
Afternoon,
Room
Night,
Room,McD,Level1,Room...

A big different right??~=(

In detail,
~3+pm,charge da phone at Jiansheng room.and still remember that he ask me why blog type half way nia..haha...This guy here really take time to read my blog...Thanks
-Since you are taking your exam~Bro,good luck!!=)
~5+pm,complete a tag from Carmen Wong,Buy some rice+tofu from level 1...back to room to watch

Together with rice+Tofu+Fried Egg+2 big bowl of cereal,I finished
Fast and Furious 4
Man~This Movie take me 3days to finish it~Overall its nice.rate8/10..Just that Im tired when I watch it~hehe

~7+pm,CS
~8+pm,NBA~dynasty mode-DynastyTJ
~9+pm,Wesley ask to teman him to McD to watch football~For friend+Free=I go~=)

'Man,you shoud know Im not a fan of football,but never mind la~'

Game,

Arsenal vs Middlebrough 2-0

I finish the 45minutes game,while Wesley sleep most of the time~Tiew~haha

~11pm,Dinner(Kuey Teow Goreng that I tapau earlier)+movie at Level 1

what movie??

Kindergarden Cop
~The kids in it is F*cking CUTE!!!!~


+Keep getting armpit smell from a guy nearby~and the wrose thing is,He got a gf around and I didnt??F*ck him..XD

27/4
12+am,finish the movie and back to room
1am,Let Marilyn fly around the room while I start to blog~

Know what??
Bloody Marilyn poo on my lappy screen when I put her on on top~XD~

Random picture caught using lappy's crystal eye~

Before I end this post and update my previous~

MJ had leave,

I'm officialy 'Single' again
Miss those days with you.

-Just wish the new roommate doesn't smoke~Prayed-

~THE END~

*Waiting for you to text me~every second...And dissapointment~every second...this just make me stronger~=)
*I have the purest 'I heart you'~No hesitation,if you gonna ask...

I miss my morning

5.17pm~Currently didn't have the mood to do any update...

*you ruin my day~but I like it=)

SMK Convent Bukit Nanas 09

~I was in the hall when a big butterfly fly pass me~Didnt believe??Ask Joey Seok!!~

Morning,
Handphone battery die out at 6am~Get charger at Vincent's room..plenty of miss call once the phone been on~
Bryan reach HR at 6.50am.

Reach office at 7am~nobody was around until boss reach 10minutes later~

Reach the school(SMK Convent,Bukit Nanas)around 8am~meet up Webby and Minjin~Set up the hall(Like what Adrian use for himself,The hall is TJ degrees~HOT)

TransformationalTeacherWorkshop~
Was observing Amin's training stlye..And those teacher's are Effing cute~You should watch them playing the Marble game...*evil grin*

Back to office around 2+pm,lunch with Bryan,Joey and Webby...Pan mee..
After that,to the bank to get some cash~Almost get hit by a Mat Rempit(have the urge to fight especially when you are tired and blurred but controlled)

Back to office~Do intro music since boss ask me to help~But feel sorry for Minjin cause cant play her intro(Connector problem)...

Talk with Natalya(Sheena's sis~Tall,young,pretty...HAHA)~~~

4.20pm~Take U82 to OU~found out my shoes was spoilt~Goddam!!!luckily I brought another pair in my bag~

One Utama

Reach around 4+pm,walk around...saw Ash sis~I guess she wont know me(Long story...)..LOL
Saw some fashion models at LG~Hort!!Walk around....
Take me 1 hour to look for Msk~Then to the toilet to change my clothes+shoes
Have tau fu fa together~
after that,
#walk around alone to see wheter i get to see her#
well,result is i didnt but did manage to see a fat but pretty girl~
9+pm,
Joined by Msk...Ask him to bring me hunt for chicks....
~Hunt.ing~
result-0~=(..hehhe
Sit at E-kiosk till 10.30pm~
Do remember this thing happen..
2couple(lala,i guess...cause they look like 1) pass by..
GF1:Hey,look at the muscle of that guy,quiet big leh~(refering to me since Im the only guy around~lol)
BF1:Thats gay la...

Was angry at the first place~but think back..maybe the guy just jealous of me...TJ1-0~=)
Leave OU at 11.06pm~


~I have a strong feeling that 'she' is in the building,but I just cant see 'her'~


Check out Msk crib~12am
Fetch Nat..at Taman Desa~(Called Roger~and he ask me too meet him later at 4am??WTH~tired la)

1+pm~Back to HR~

-Wao~At last...This post here took me 3days to finish update~Lazy me..haha-

*Your magnet draws my heart to you~<3
*I dont want to miss out any post thats related with you~Just like I dont want to miss out you~

Happy 18th,Roger!!=)

Now playing:Where is the love


25/4,
2.10am~Just back!...few hours before the time I needa wake up and prepare...

Cause get to go for TTW(teachers training)~

Bukit Nanas Convent..
Wao...girl school...But is Saturday la...and we only go for teacher's training...I wish there is student around,so that I get to see a couple of hot chicks there...*evil grin*...shhh~XD


Emm,If you are wondering why I get to go...We shall get back to Thursday...

23/4,
After the last post...play CS..etc...Plan to Midvalley was cancelled
Went to Mama's Kitchen at 7.30pm for dinner~end up working there~HAHAHA
Work from 8-10+pm...consider 2hours la...don't care much...just for exp...=)

Back to HR...roam around...called Roger to fetch at 11+pm

With his dad driving..arrive around 12+am??No idea..just remember Carmen F teman me to KFC to wait for them...so send her back to HR and we headed to Roger's new condo...

Well,just his dad get back..then,Roger drive me and one the friend,Jack to a restaurant..Food was not bad duhh...Then send Jack home~that is at Subang~Basket* Roger accelerate till160 almost 170km/h...But the road is empty and nice,didn't really feel the speed...until you see the meter...or maybe I'm just use to sit in fast moving vehicles...Then back to HR and pack up my lappy...and this is the time where I receive the message from Webby that I get to go TTW~Yeah!!=D

Reach back to the condo around 2+am..*forget what I did*..then watch 'Fast and Furious 4' using lappy...sleep when the video reach 40minutes 24seconds....Zzz...

Amazingly,for the night Roger~

Didn't Snore!!

Still discuss with Jack that night time I wont get good rest...cause Roger snores...lol

Continue with 24/4,
12+pm..woke up by Roger...saying that needa go out...end up only went out at 2pm...

Get a CAB to go Pearl Point~
why highlight cab??Cause this is the first time for me get on a cab that the driver bring us along to refill gas...XD

Pearl Point,
Nothing much duh..Not even a chick for me to look at~hehe...Roger do his thing while I just go to the food court to get myself something to eat..etc...

-Ya,get 2 deals from Roger's friend...Jack wanna get a Golden..while Comic Wai wanna get a Husky..$$~XD-

A couple of pool games..I played and guess what??I won~just being lucky..=)

Then,went to a Mamak shop to meet Roger's cousin~Not sure Calvin or Kelvin..back to his condo...then out again...

Fetch by Danny(Roger's friend too...not the one from Singapore duhh~hehe)...
~Then,fetch Jack's girl and headed to Puchong美子火锅(steam boat shop)

Emm,ordered a set~Food there was nice...Just that a lil pricey for me...would only be a good choice if you go once a while...nice environment too...

Spend like Rm130~for 5person...

And ya,it was Danny birthday...another few friend come along...Roger get a orange cheese cake(slightly less the taste of cheese~My feedback for da cake...LOL)...
And from what I recall,is kinda awkward when needa sing birthday song..haha...

and ya,during the dinner only I recall I met Jack and Chris(another friend of Roger that came after that)before....

Leave around 11+pm...'Somone' lupa to off his car light~Battery mati...~Fixing..etc~

Station 1 at 11.55pm...Just hang out for a while..and there goes 12am~

Happy 18th Birthday,Roger aka Black Lab(some inside joke)!!!
get you a Labrador??...err~nahh...

Back to Roger's condo to collect lappy...Then together with the cousin,3of us get to Kuchai Lama to eat dim sum~Food was not bad too~

Then,both of them send me back...=)

Now is 4.02am...have been like do something(bath,prepare clothes,clean up the room...etc) while typing this post....Gonna sleep now...2+ hours more before Bryan.Choy come to HR to fetch me to TTDI...Chaozz..=)


#Next Friday,together with Roger and Jack~Chicken Rice at Satellite!!!...miss...



*I'm jealous with whoever that get to talk to you right now~Screw them...lalala~Still LOVE you,no matter what~=)

Screw

Just back from:
-level1~Watch 'Twister' and 'Anastasia'
-HP tower-Breakfast~Ayam Cyber with rice
-and from exam~

I guess I screwed my last paper~Macroeconomic
but who cares~Its already the past...and for that very second for me to step out of the exam hall~

Hello Holiday!!
~gotta enjoy and make good use of it~

News from Web~I cant go for the teacher training thingy for this Saturday...
Haha~WTHell is happening in this world right now??

Tonight gonna go Midvalley with Carmen F and meet Nataniel~Needa spend $?sh*t..just remember that I left Rm0.50 with me~Help mum!!!(mummy's boy,but I like~)

Hmm,maybe gonna overnight at Roger's place...

Dear HR and people there,
I guess Im not gonna comeback tonight~=)*good boy look

Just clean the room,gonna rest now...tataz
Marilyn~Shut up!!




Like what mention in Anastasia, This is not an ending,this is just the beginning ~
World is throwing all sort of challenge to TJ~He aint gonna be a nice guy anymore~Fark da world 360degrees.Rock the club like a golem.The world is now having a Bad boy Heat!!!




*From now on whatever things that didnt work well in my life,Im gonna blame you!!Why??Cause you are the only person that I remember in this world~Still heart...still waiting

How I choose to react

Now playing:In the Ayer



continue with 21/4,overall,its not a productive day

Spend the evening walk with Vincent from Jalan Kasah>Jalan Bestari~etc...we just didn't know where we have been...Spend like one hour+ walking around till the day turn dark...then back to HR to...get my pouch and went dinner alone...(ya,didn't found a house behind Jalan Kasah~)

Night,
Suppose to study chemistry but end up stoned in front the book and laptop most of the time...

22/4,

12am~interrupt a China friends CS game and end up playing it...after that went to G.Ming's room to download some notes from Elearning.Talk for a while...etc...back to level 1...still stoning(well,to be honest,I'm still thinking of her~)

WHY??!!

3more hours before the exam and I mind is still blank~WTH am i doing~

7+am,go for chemistry exam with only her smile in my mind~I still thought I'm gonna screw the exam,and was late for 15minutes due to the 'waiting' for the shuttle to move...

10am,'OK guys,times up!!'...Exam is finish..hmm,still not bad...at least I know to do most of it..

Went to Level 9 again,to look for Winnie again..for the 30Famine thingy...not sure which which Winnie but definately not Winnie the Pooh lo...In the end get what i want..at level 8=.=(AFCM~the department is not at level 9....is 8 la!!!)

Kena FFK by Vicky,she ask me to have breakfast/lunch together,But end up makan with her friend...

So headed to my favourite lunch spot~HP tower to have my Ikan Pari bakar...ya,before that,when I went to the library to return the Chemistry book,met Syazwan...

Back to HR at 11am,and know what i saw at level1?? NBA game man!!!(Yeah,playoff started~)

LA Lakers vs Utah Jazz

Game score:119-109
Lakers currently lead with 2-0~next game at Utah

nice game~

I Heart Lakers!!go Lakers!!

Afternoon,

~HIBERNATE~

did online for a while an get to see a note of free doberman..gonna call soon

8+pm~
Wake up by Carmen F. phone call~
' Where are you??Dinner??'~OK....
Before leaving the room,cant find the key(It is just on the table but I cant see it??)...look around the whole room~and Damn...Saw all those remarks or bus ticket that have all the memories~F...

Dinner was at Ali Maju....then,company C. to Giant...Damn...saw Chipsmore!!(It just make me think of her)

I was wondering why am I making myself suffer~haha...

Now back into the room,tomorrow is my

Last Exam Paper
MACROECONOMICS at 8-10am

and after gonna have holiday for 1month,maybe just stay at home or travel around to rest my mind...

Horoscope reading from Friendster:
21/4~I have a make a decision that gonna make me relax after that
22/4~Stay true to your original intentions no matter how much people may flatter you.

10+pm.Gonna go level 1 now...play games or TV..I guess...study later at 12...Chaoz





*You are always part of my life,no matter what~Let just change the letter R to S,i guess i will feel better...
*I miss those day we watch Black Water~I should have just hold your hand~regretting

Move on

I just realize that there are actually quite a number of readers that is reading my blog and concern about me,
Thanks people...

Now playing:Where is the love/Next:Dont lie/loading:Boom Boom Pow/(Back to TJ kind of music)

19/4,

Things are always calm and perfect before the arrive of the storm...
After dinner,I met 2 new friends at Ali Maju with a Siberian Husky named Robin and another GSD/S.Husky crossed named Baby(Dogs at Muslim restaurant,I still thought Im lucky but things start to change... )

The night was horrible,12hours before the exam and I get know of something I didn't want to know,and need to make a decision that I never want to make...Wanna cry but tears just don't wanna roll down...almost jump out of the window that is beside me...

Well,at least have to thanks to these 3 person that really comfort me a lot for that night even though didnt know whats the whole story about..

Carmen Chan~One of the few classmate that I really talk with and the one where I know only for few weeks and keep encouraging and help me in my studies

Send me all the details that I need...take time replying me of those details that I didnt really give a sh*t to search for...asking me to study and let me know the urgency of it...

Carmen Fong,(So much Carmen...confusing~LOL)~The one where I know for a long time..the one that I can gossip about banting stories at HR,and the most lala carmen i know...

Sitting at the stairs at ground floor,listening to whatever I said...sharing her exp and stories...playing songs that related to how i feel and make me didnt know wanna laugh or cry...even though she had some problem that night too and didnt let me know...
One of the song she played and I start to love it~我没那种命

Last but not least,Roger Ang,my brother...whenever you go to have fun,you never look for me...but whenever I got problem,you will always appear~Da*n...lol

He's the one that help me to make my decision~

(Ya,why set limited chips for myself??)
(Yeah,she make alot of change in my life and maybe after all is just god send her to guide part of my life...)
(Lets party this weekend~To da club to hook up some chicks~I guess...lalala)

20/4,

Morning,
wake up at 8am and study till 11+am(not really,stoned there thinking of the past),then change and go to WH level7 for Human Communication,MC110 finals...end around 2pm..overall,still not bad...still can score really high...

Back to HR,grab my chemistry textbook,look for lala Carmen Fong for lunch at HP tower...

Take the shuttle>.......

Reach KPD E..renew C.textbook at Level 4...then headed to HP tower for some Ikan pari bakar...

'Boii,hari ni orang ramai...habis lahh~'...=.=...

Since then,we just walk around and lunch for the day is...Rendang daging with nasi...and with the amount i take,it only cost me RM3.50..Wao...then order a fried egg and honey sea coconut....

After lunch,went DSA at main block...Carmen's piano~Geng...While I played the song 我没那种命 using her phone...=)

Went back to HR at 4.30am,get online for a while and went for basketball training..

Training for the day was just~Emm,OK..i guess...normal but yess,i did improve in my shooting..

after training,bath,send laundry,dinner..etc....

Suppose to study but went down to level 1 to chill for a while...Meet Gao Ming and his friend...

End up the night hanging around with them,
Night was kinda fun,first was introducing me to his gf that gonna come Malaysia at this July(not much,just a smile to the web cam..ok,skip this part...cause nothing much)

And here comes the interesting thingy,
He showed some whatever program that I only remember it starts with Google...and know what..this thing is cool..

Cause it can actually look at the whole world..going so detail till you can see human being at the streets...and its renewing every seconds!!!Didn't believe??Buy 1 and you will know how amazing it is...if I'm not mistaken,it only cost 391.00USD a year...haha

I just broke the record!!

Around the world in 2hours!!!

We see Banting,GM house at Taiwan(its freaking big with an effing large lawn),streets at NY,mountains at India,china...etc

and after that watch G.M play CS...(God dam*~I ain't no gonna play with him..he is really good,1 vs 5 and he just play like sap sap water...)
After that just know that he is a France representative...chew~
(LoL..I'm a noob and still dare to chew..LOL)
He did show some practice video of them that the company design for practice and we normally don't get to see it..

then,some news of the monster from some sort of lake from China...and a video clip of the world record Tetris player(Man,I'm really good in this game but that guy there is insane!!)

and end the night with,watching the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympic 2008 from GM laptop
(Ya,his GF is one of the leading dancer in it~cool right??)

after that..sleep...

21/4,

wake up,
down load all the notes...

lunch was McD McValue lunch thats not really value(Mc chicken+(L)coke and fries cost??RM7.50)...just that feel like eating...so..buy la..

Watch 'Dr Dolittle 4' at level 1..with my lunch...

Ya,like mention in the movie,

Never give up until you the day you success!!
(Note:You are now the last;so,any win will increase your statistic~)
(So,go and win a pretty battle,Soulja!!)

Back to the room,type this post...gonna go study now..Chaoz

*Still love~but just let it be~=)

He is Destroyed

Destroyed~For the very first time
Maybe after all i should just give up
~lets keep back to the old policy~

*why things need to reach this situation??does this means another few months more to wait??I dont have much time left...

I know I need You

Now playing:Love story-Taylor Swift(At last get to load it~)

12pm~12hours away from Yesterday..4hours lose track from my planner...Da*n~lol

Just woke up~Arrghh~~~*yawn*(Wondering what for dinner...emm,i mean lunch~blurr d)

Yesterday is a kinda enjoying day~here goes the details...

Morning, wake up at 7.30am(En101 final is 8am)...bath..etc...and at 7.43am,walk to Wisma LH4.? for exam..(Haha~was late for 5minutes,an almost get guide wrongly by a 'lesbian.ish'..er..staff or lecturer..no idea duhh..into the wrong exam hall)

Finish exam at 10am.Hong Yun gimme a drive to KPD E to reconfirm my next exam venue,then to HR~Thanks!!=)

Breakfast with Vicky,end up,Im the one eating nia~cause shes not feeling well...teman her go photostate...etc....
____________________
this when karma happen~

Afternoon,
Reach TTDI at 1pm,only Carol is in the office...She teman me to buy my lunch,even though she already got hers...thanks...

Lunch is Pan Mee..Remember the boss ask me..'Hey leng zai,long time no see(in cantonese)...Big add big(direct translate from cantonese)??'~O,no,today just small..no appetite..haha~=D
(The boss is a nice person to talk with,same for his food~XD)

Lunch with 'Pokemon' on Youtube...after that~(Melvin and Andrea was here..M is here for preview)...Andrea Chan Mei Xin aka Princess Quack Quack recomended me to watch something from Youtube..seriously..I was amazed by that~

Britains got Talent-Susan Boyle
(Watch it and I bet you get amazed by her too)

3pm~Coach gathering but only 4people was there..
3+pm~At last,Webby arrive...Session starts,together with Webster, Amanda, Amelyn, Joey, Zachary, Zhi Len...and Bryan Cheong was LATE!!!!

6pm,
~Coach Gathering 2 ends~
(a lil set up was being done since tomorow they are having parenting workshop)

Get to the office and play with my lappy crsytal eye~and heres the result.....
~Bryan!!=)~my when-he-is-13-already-taller-than-me-20cm-brother...~Carol and Minjin in purple~~Queenie was busy~almost kena screw"I'm busy right now,you dont come and kacau me!!!"~

Throughout the whole activity~1 main thing that i learn is that,

I need to look back for my soul.

(So close yet so far....)

Night,
Tag along Carol and her house mate I guess( Shaun/Seon/Shawn~not really sure...hehe)to MidValley...

Dinner~was Ikan Bakar Pari at some food court at MV that I didnt notice before~Rm6.50 only??..not bad duh...

>10pm,Window shopping at MV until I get myself a piece of Tee-shirt~Pay by??Coins!!haha~geng right,first time ever....

Yamcha..with both of them and another 2 of their friend at Sri Kuchai(mamak again~lots of 'seafood'~lala around)...My cha would be...Cha O ice Limau...haha...

Spend the night with them going from Kuchai Lama>Sri Petaling>etc.....
(They are looking for houses to move...hmm,maybe Im gonna move places arounf there jugak...rent was way much more cheaper)

12+am~1am,They drive me back to HR~thanks again...sleep...ZZZzz...

and now,12+pm d,gonna go for lunch d..after that,gonna start study~Tata
(Back on track....)







*Feel misreable when didnt get to see you,even worse when get to see you but didnt get to talk to you~
*Answering the few seconds call from you make my day~=)

How I feel right now??

Playing:You Raise Me Up

Kinda miserable...Why??
(reveal soon,i guess....)

Morning is En101 presentation,hacked whatever company line nearby and get online in class...loaded Youtube and show it during my presentation~(On msn...and someone actually msn during the presentation)Overall,presentation is Great~!

Afternoon, lunch alone at HP tower,sting ray,potato and rice~RM5~

After that,get to L.S7 to print out macro assignment and hand it up...

Get myself yogurt and walk back to HR lvl1,met Cynthia,she bring me the pau Vincent get for her...just because she dont eat pork...WHAT??Damn,pork is nice weii....+the pau is really big,almost the size of my head....Vincent do get me a lou po beng and bi pang(This thing here is freaking nice)...all from Sarawak..Finish the pau and yogurt while watching Mr Bean Holiday.

Back to room,wash the toilet,clean the room,look at Marilyn......................

Time flies~

still ticking

Dinner alone,again~=.=

12am now.Earlier was talking with the guard.

At least I get to learn something not from the textbook.

Get back to room,tomorrow,err,nope...later is EN101 finals....











*This * always represent what I want to tell you but I didn't dare to...I guess now you are attached...I should disappear in your life for now....but I'll always be around when you need me...
*Reaons why I shouldnt give up??Because you are the right 1...

Last week,last day

Tomorow,nope,Today is the last day for the semester.

Last presentation for EN101 later at 10am and after that gonna start finals from Saturday till Thursday.

16/4~afternoon,walk back to HR during macro class to collect my group assignment 1.On the way back to class,guess who I met??Its Josie!!damn miss her wei...shes here at Help for the debate...the team lost...(I'll always support you,no matter what,just like what you did when i need someone~screw the other team...lol)

Kai aka Michael didnt appear for Macro class~He was poisoned...

(I respect him!!Even he is so sick,he still take the responsible to text me and ask me to print out our assignment+take all the blame if there is one~No worries dude,I'll handle everything for you,just take a good rest~Get well soon)

-Boss at Mama Kitchen offer me a job,should or shouldn't I accept??




Night,

Knew that she was having high fever,I'm worried but i can't do anything to help.I feel that I'm so useless.

Just wish that you can recover ASAP.
Hope that there would be someone now take care of you

*Just want you to get well soon.Knowing you healthy is everything.

What you want is what you get~Karma

Playing: Kau Ilhamku

~Basketball training is satisfying~

9pm,Talk with the burger guy for sometime,promise him to buy 1 later...

Chun chun 12,even though not hungry,still run there to buy 1...Know what??I get a discount for a burger~haha...I pay only RM2...

Supper,

Ramlee Burger
~RM2~

+

Curry chicken,Milk rice and some dul curry look thingy~
All in Sri Lankan style...

Cooked by Sanali's mum(Her parents come to Malaysia to visit,she recomended her bro to me today~XD)

YUM YUM~home cook is always the best,Damn miss home cook food...

night at lvl 1,

Almost everyone is having finals...All the best people
(All the best to me too~finals start this Saturday)

MJ just went home this evening,he will be moving out from HR next week,samething to Eze,Sanali,Dhilip and Luqman.....gonna miss those days with them..








*I been thinking of home cook food all this time,and I get it.So,now Im gonna start thinking of how to love and care for you even more~=)...I just realise loving you is fun~lalala

Romeo~by FCM

Didn't sleep again~Wao~how many times d

8+am,I guess: Morning!!

Msn~Peter aka future Jie Fu and Aaron Foo CM that call me Romeo~XD
(CM!!There isnt anyone at Wisma lvl 9 that called Winnie la~)

-Class-
-Chemistry class is just 15minutes...then dismiss(HAHA!!I hand up the lab report d,even though the due date is at Friday~Hakuna Matata)
-EN101 class is presentation~Didnt really pay attention,play NBA in the class+Cho Dai Dee outside~XD

After class,get to meet Alysha.She is here at Help for the debate competition.Didn't get to talk for long cause I'm in a toilet rush~LOL

Then,
Meet Allen,we talk about Marilyn,we talk about drawings,we talk about sellings and we talk about Tara Reid and Kim Kardashian~Huh!!Did I just mention Kim Kardashian??~Love.d~lalala

~Kim Kardashian~~This is just one smoooooking hort b**ch~

#Maybe after all,guys are just meant to be horny,emm,frame it..appreciate pretty lady..LOL#

~Took Marilyn out for a 'flight',a couple of photo of her standing on my hand was took by MJ~
(This just reminds me of when i get into the room,saw him and his dolphin girl rolling on the bed,sorry if disturb~hehe)

Sleep from 5-8pm.Dinner at Ali Maju.

(After that meal,I'm broke,I need some cash for tomorows meal.My bank acc is empty~HELP!!someone,HELP!!)

Night...................................
lvl9,
Some guys that stick a piece of notice that contain a lot of vulgar,a tour of Vincent,Jeff,Michelle,Carmen,'Kwan Ven' and me to the floor to read and do some scribbling on it~Its kiddy,but....Its FUN!!!haha..I remember I just draw a smiley face on it..they did took a photo but I havent get from them yet...lalala

lvl1,
2+am,Damn!!~Wanna sleep for a while~Just lay down then wake up cause people quarrel for the remote to watch football game...off TV..take away battery..etc..just like kids fighting~



For the night~

Liverpool 4 vs Chelsea 4
Whoever that bet on Liverpool will lose I guess??Not really sure,I don't bet
Arr~after all...football is just stupid~










The only thing that make me piss is just that they off my air-con and took away the battery~eff*




Continue with my work~not gonna sleep anymore
*Raining right now~I feel cold,did you??Do remember to put on your blanket...

*Im not sleeping no longer because of missing you,not because I didnt miss you.But Im awake so that I'm there whenever you need me~Waiting day and night,waiting for the day...Cause I know that day will come true.

Kau Ilhamku

~Reedited~

Yesterday playing:Kau Ilhamku
Today/Now playing:Kau Ilhamku
Still playing:Kau Ilhamku

Sunday,
Morning

Didnt sleep at all,Cho dai dee with Jeff,Vincent,Carmen,Weiliang till morning..
~breakie at Ali Maju

(WL=Wei Liang/TJ=You know la~)
WL: Lets go my room,ok??
TJ: Emm~wokie..
(In the room, he get his cards and asked)
WL: What you wanna ask for..
TJ: Studies??
WL : Haiz~I'll just help you to ask about how would it be for you and the girl you are after...

And result??
(Dont really remember but this is the few point i get to recall..)
-You will need to be more patient,is only matter of time
-You are someone that have a clear goal/target and you know what you want
-You are just simply too straight, you need to use some tactic(add on by WL: You are too nice, need to be more cunning...)
...etc...cant really remember..beside the last 1...-'The Lovers'...both of you will get to be together...(WaOooooo~a good start for the day...)


Afternoon~

Outing at One Utama

~'Appeared' list~
-Su Wee
-Ellysha
-Joe Lim
-Carmen Yong
-Jia Yun
-Jia Jie
-Natalie Han
-Roger
-TJ

Others~Kim, Nawwar, Keet Lam
(More than 10person cancel the day before or the day itself,especially when you get three straight cancelation 15minutes before the event~Need to plan better next time..)

+Lost my $...damn malu when go McD order d no money to pay~Luckily didn't go for Carlos Jr.

VS

Then how TJ get home??

Formula:

Carmen Yong>TTDI>Bryan Choy>Help Residence
~Thanks people~

Spend the night sleeping...
Fall asleep while missing you

*No matter how much it cost me and my time~I will,I do..=)
*You are my inspiration~

Long term fighting strategy

Michael aka Kai : You better rest more...!!

Didnt sleep or sleep well for weeks...
(longest sleeping duration within the week: 3hours)...

Didnt realise it until today...Just like what mention by the rest,
'You been emo for too long d...its not you anymore...'

Tomorow no school, no class, not going home..

Need to make myself sleep for at least 10hours~
~Hibernating~
*Wish me luck,I hope I can get to fall asleep~







Soulja!!YOu have no more space for you to turn over!!
Rest and stop doesnt mean I quite the battle,it is to get myself more well prepare...
To stand for a longer time, to wait and strike at the proper time
TJ aint gonna lose a battle to win a war~TJ wants all
I will wait~not for the ending but for the starting
No matter what you do to me,
I'll always be there for you.

*'Dont appear infront of *insert something* anymore', just like a bullet from AK47 piercing through my heart,ngam ngam friend peep my message,even worse like another bullet from M16,Im injured, but i know the more I hurt now, the stronger I will be next time...I dont care...I'll just continue to love you till the last day I breath..ILY~=)
*Just made up my mind, say No to Private,because nothing i do and express cant see by others.

Ticket

TJ is back...

If stuff that is no longer useful,should you throw it,keep it as memory or just give to someone??

Dateline:11April2009,Saturday

*Tj in training~to be more patient,to be less lame, more serious, caring, capable, lovable and to love you even more..

>Changing in progress

Waiting for the happy ending

Seriously this few days don't have the mood to blog at all.Most probably wont have anymore updates.

The only reason why posting up this post is because I just made up my mind~Instead of transfering to The States 2 years+ later...most probably ill be going there next~Gonna inform mum and dad of this decision i made...

I dont have much time left~I must have a happy ending before i leave...If things cant be better,at least just make it back like last time..





*Finals 2 more weeks to go,tons of assignment need to be finish within this 2 weeks,having 2 test this week,keep skipping basketball training,cant sleep during night time,all is because of you~I hate you!!
*Friends are saying me stupid,some are saying it doesnt worth for me to love the girl~some just say,just go get another girl,some are asking me why im no longer happy,some asking why now days you didnt want o talk to us...maybe after all,I just change....