Things shifted but you're always that important to me

1.08am

Announcement:
I have move into the new house~=)

Day at TARC:
I actually sit in their accounting and English class~XD..Illegally,I guess..

and this is 'King'..not really 1 but the name=)

checking out his pimper using my webcam

He say that this post is cool~XD

btw~Today,me and Roger got ourselves a new number~lalala

...people tend to persuade me to give up,but in my heart,I know I love you lot and will never give up

Stay strong TJ
~support yourself when there is nobody out there support you,
the day itself will come and you will know what you have work hard for,
Just worth!!!

Words might be different but heart is still the same

At last,time for me to have a breath~Holiday.

The earlier stress have put my brain into semi-working condition.Been posting some idiotic status on FB.But after all,I'm still the same old me,stubborn when come to the part~loving you.

randomly:_

broXDDannnnyGuy from Iran,he offer me Grape flavour,but name?ForgetXD

3 lil monster=)

~waiting for Msk.=)

Man,8.08pm,I just cant believe 2 hours ago,I fall sleep at the bench in the school till now.I wonder how many person have saw me.Anyway,don't care,just like the way I Love Her~I don't care how people think.

Ok~now chance is given,I just need to work and make the correct choice...All the best TJ!!

I got Ego

I like to joke around a little bit but here we go,

Welcome to the wonderful world,
O, go around the earth cause,
Everything I throw up, blow up,
Talking to that girl,
She said, know what?shut up,you nasty,
I don’t understand why they trippin’ if you ask me,
Flow is just as nice as,
I didn't made the propane,
I just spit, probably,
Raise the gas prices,
Everybody in the club,
Try and get as fresh as me,
What you want dawg,
Trying to stay recession free,
And spit, refreshly,
When I rock the stadium,
You probably get sweaty,
You should bring a extra tee,
Now I’m standing next to A,
Who standing next to T,
You could been anywhere in the world,
But you’re here with me,
That’s good for my ego,
Me and my ego,
And it go wherever we go,
My ego is my imaginary friend,
He was with me when I was only imagining,
I had dreams of the league,
One day I play Kobe,
I walk up the path and he already know me,
Coulda let the dream kill us, kill my self esteem,
Or use the arrogant as a steam that power my dreams.

Edited from Ego by TJ'09

I got such a big ego.I just wanna let you know,I'm busy for the day but I'm happy.I do so much shopping around the town today.and Frank say I'm good in rapping and I'm also a poetic person,and he wanna sign me for konvic record~wow.After all I guess Imma just a black nigga in a chinese skin.Imma is just a street boy.But no matter what,I still miss you.=)

I love the song,the spirit and dance move of Michael Jackson.want him to R.I.P.But he will never be more important than sharing with you first.From now on,I'll do everything with a smile.

God,do you remember yesterday night??I promise to be a good boy,no more cursing,as long as you make her talk to me,ok?deal??I love you=)

Never Back Down

3.33am.Now playing:One Love

Day 5 and 3.33hours of day 6.Today,I wanna share with you what happen this morning and where did I went to,I wanna share about how I met this bus driver for 4times in less than 24hours,I wanna let you know that today I rank myself top 300+ among the world when playing IGem and share with you the joy,I wanna ask for your idea of what can I do for my speech,I wanna share with you my plan and timetable for the next few days.And for all thing I say,I dont want to make it as a promise,because a promise can be broken anytime...But my heart and words to you,will never change.


If you get to read my post,do forgive me for what I've done imperfect for the past,would you??

Give me a queue if you do.Like text me saying:

'You dork dork idiotic babi that only like dogs and dont deserve to talk to a pork queen,I hate you!!But I forgive you this time.'

Its that alright??+Just make a guess of your favorite color,am I right??

Most guys are just dumb-ass that you need to talk to them straight to the point,and I'm one of them too.But I'm doing my best getting myself away from that cateogory.I will prove to you.

1game,0/3 3pg,1 great rebound,1 massive block.

I Have A Dream

I have a dream,
that one day,
I will hold your hand and
we will walk through everything together,
I have a dream that,
you are been pampered and loved,
there ain't nobody gonna hurt you anymore,
because I'll always be there for you,
to protect you and care for you,
I have a dream,
that I will not be the first to you,
but definitely the last.
I have a dream that one day,
my life gonna be perfect,not because you perfect it,
but because with you at my side,
things will always be perfect.
I have a dream,
that all the dream I have dream of,
is no more a dream,
because the day itself have come along.
and all those dream,will never be just a dream,
because I will make sure they do come true.

-TJ'09-

Its the 4th day,today I feel like sharing about how I feel for the day.I wanna tell you about the two movies I watched today,I wanna tell you about what happen in class and the video we watched.I wanna share with you how I feel when I know my exam score,I wanna let you know how I feel when I know you deleted the comment,I wanna let you know how I feel when I saw you,I wanna let you know how I feel when I know mum is actually going oversea the day I'm going back to hometown,I wanna share with you how I feel for the last night staying at the Help residence,I wanna let you know everything,every single tiny thing about me,just like last time,I'm keeping nothing away from you...

But for now,only time can solve everything~I will wait for the second chance,grab it and never let it go again,I swear to myself.

__________________

Saw you earlier,but I know I shouldn't go for anything,so just shout to Frank

Frank, I miss you!!!

I'm not sure if you heard it or not,but for sure,that last phrase is for you...


Who say black ain't no good??Ma' Africans friends just help me through my night~
Man,playing basketball in a rainy day do help me feel better!!Thanks to Lamah & Frank.Thanks.and thanks blog for listening to all my grumbling.

A trillion words in my mind,but only 3 is for you

Today,went out with Aaron Nair aka Chicken aka Humping Soulja2 to have dinner.Man,was damn jealous of him when you get to know from him that he get to receive message from a particular person.I'm sooo jealous of him now,but what can I do??

Its already the 3rd day,I got sooooooooooo much to share with you.I wanna tell you about what happen during Eze's party,I wanna tell you about what happen during my exam,I wanna share with you all the movies I had watch these few days,I wanna let you know all the people I know for this few days,I wanna share with you how I feel this morning when I actually know from someone that I set him as 1 of my role model let me know his disspointment towards me,I wanna let you know what happen after that day you went home,I wanna let you know how I think and feel about you,how much I miss you~I want to share with you all the details in my life just like you are the other half of mine.

Seriously I been reflecting on what I've done and all the possibilities,Isit because of the last text that I send 'fine,wtv' and with no reply anymore,or isit because of I'm just at the wrong timing again?

I'm not sure what happen to the apple,I just wish its not been throw into the bin~
I miss the vitagen,I miss the coke,I miss the chipsmore,I miss the ice-cream,I miss everything from you.All I left now are just those text messages and the piece of note from you.I will treasure them.

Dad use to say,
'Love the one that love you,not the one that you love'.
But I never regret on what I've choose.(Listen to 'Knock you down' and you will know how I feel)

I got so much to share,but nobody there to listen,so,poor blog~thanks for listening to all my grunting.


*coughing like mad right now,throat is in deep pain,and I'm gonna have a speech this Monday*

Dont give up

OMG,the long lost miss-someone-feeling had return~fucking shit right now...I aint no go emo again,its destructive.I know that there are still lots of thing that need to be done for now,But I'm so 'souless'...Lying infront of lappy...Man~I really have no idea whats the answer yet,and this makes me think even more....I'm thinking~~~

GOSH!!!I'm lost~
The next time I hold your hands,I swear I won't let go of them anymore

I miss you~
You know who you are

I guess I'm in deep shit right now

Giving up after 3

morning at mv:
Say yes and TJ
will be jumping,but so far...

Nothing worth to post~
Wish you Drag Me to the Hell,again

Random guy post

15/6,

I'm sooo farking love HELP right now~just because I went to KTAR and walk there for 1 hour+

Dinner was some banana leaf rice and play basketball at D.Kim and farking Lamah make me wait for him for 4+ farking hours(4+-9+)~I wonder from where I got the patience to wait for him...

Feel idiotly sick at the night,due to the stupid farking rice~DORK!!!

16/6,

Whole class~Me,Phi-la-mon,and lecturer..cool right!!!

Afternoon~to Bangsar,D.Uptown,D.Kim,TTDI..etc...most of the time walk alone and go farking a lot of place just to look for a farking cage for my Honey aka Honey Bear..and end up buying nothing from those place because of the farking price..thanks god..save money..getting 1 from Banting.Cheaper~than the Farking KL price..
(Note:Bangsar~Know this guy called Joe-Joehan at a bike shop when waiting for Faris)

Dinner was some banana leaf rice again~This time,its another shop,its more expensive by 50cent(RM4.50)but its nicer...Eat there next time~Eat till they bankcrupt*Kosong.ing stomache right now.

Just to prove to you,I did listen to your words!!!

I keep my promise

~Ignore those cool looking Coke bottle,I got plenty of them in ma room~
I just simply heart them<3Love Coke?Love Me more..

Done~Just leave!!!
besides Honey's mummy..You stay!!

NBA Finals Champion 08-09

La Lakers beat Orlando Magic by 4-1

Paper to you...

Treasure to me=)

Thanks

NBA Final LA Lakers lead 3-1

Basketball session(8-10pm): 0 point(0/5), 3asist, 8 rebound, 1 block, 2 steal, 3 foul, 5 turnover

...and I finish a whole box of Durian during the game!!!XD

A date with Miss 'Dua Tao'

2.48am,still playing retarded games on FB with my retarded brother..home.ed around 7pm.

11June09,I score 21/25(highest in class)for my informative speech in public speaking.=)
(My Honey aka Honey Bear is now over MSK's place,I wonder how is she now~<3)

Dream comes dream passes

So much had happen for the past few days(Saturday-Today,Tuesday...)

Saturday,
The Superkids program ends at night~
Webby left his key in the office and the office is locked,so...stay over the condo and watch.

Rate 6.5/10~funny,sexy,but the scene slightly fake duh

Sunday,
Wake up around 11am and Webby got me breakfast...oww...thanks bro...
Stay at the condo till 2+pm,then go to the office.Is the last day of my-first-time-ever-program-directed-IAG-program participants to have their SCP~Feel happy cause all of them..yess...is all of them actually still remember me...after around 2months+...
3+pm,Queenie come over the office and ask wheter I wanna follow her out~Eng eng bo tai chi zho,follow..ed(sebenarnya..Downloading some clips from youtube for presentation=P).
So,we went to some ware house sale(Buy nothing and more of waiting for Queenie to shop since all those stuff there even after its discount,still expensive and not much thing Im interested),then to digital mall to pick up laptops.After that,Queenie bring me to have a look at both park at TTDI.

Night~almost screwed since my Microsoft PowerPoint07 is having some problem and I haven prepare my slides yet~1+am(consider as Monday d=P),luckily get to borrow Oumar's laptop after been searching all over the hostel for hours~thanks Oumar,My nigga fren(Because he always say 'TJ,you are not a chinese,you are an african',thats why I can call him nigga..hahaXD)
so prepare part of the slides....and sleep(Watched Paul Blart.Mall Cop)

Monday,
Wake up 9am,prepare the slides,done around 10+am,meals,pay rent,change...and to the class for presentation~(and who knows the wtf lecturer says'I'll end the session at 3.30pm..the rest tomorrow,so beside 2 other guy that volunteer,Im the only guy thats prepared but need to postpone..F***)..Then,after,a 4 hours come and back drive from PBD to Balakong(Using G.Mings car~thanks..If you wonder why 4 hours when it should be around 2...cause I lost my way..hehe).. manage to bring my baby back...*smugglingXD

~call her hort..hortdog..~belum name yet duh

Back~To G.Ming room before we headed for our really really late dinner and know what?His room mate come into the room~"Arr..he yawns...and...he take off his shirt..then PANTS!!!WTF..He is not wearing any undergarment..so he is showing me his PENIS!!!OMG~I was seriouly stunned for..minutes??!!OMG...nothing to say..Bo uey kong..=.=lll~damn paiseh

Tuesday,
Wake up early in the morning~clean up the mess done by the dog..then..text......*look at timetable...WTF...class start at 12!!!!!omg~its 12.30pm..Grab bag,laptop..no cab wanna fetch till almost need to begged...reach class at 12.38pm_lecturer:'I have called your name 3 times,so you are consider absent'..'please sir..I lost my phone,Im finding it...blablabla'..obviously I'm lying..but I have to..so..~an ok from him..Quickly prepare the setting..etc..and when he left for toilet then Lucy tell me..the fucking old man is just having a joke with me..Wtf..It aint no funny...with only shorts,flip flops and T-shirt..I presented

To Train a Dog
Overall,i still manage to did good..i mean Great!!=)

Back to HR..Open up the room door...the room is just a mess!!And Marilyn is lying legs upwards at the center of the room!!!WTF...the fugly dog kills it...well,couldn't blame anyone beside me to leave the cage on the floor since thats the instinct of a dachshund,its breed to hunt for rats,birds...

~this is what left~

MarilynMay you rest in peace

4pm~help G.ming move his stuff to his new house at Pelangi.Utama..damn awkward when this guy here forget which building he stay and end up at the wrong building and I have to deal with the management and realize we are at the wrong place..anyway..that house is nice!!(but seriouslly the parking space number sequence there damn kukubird)

Night~dinner at OU..Bar.B.Q plaza....with G.Ming(Taiwanese),P.Lei.(chinese)??? and Claire(korean)...international??XD

~That's really a lot for 5~

~I'm gonna eat ya..baby octopus*slurpXD~

Then to G.Ming's crib to pick up his bag....more stories happen..

~the violin~~tradisional way of playing..tak enjoy~

~TJ style..ENJOYXD!!!~

Back~All rite,almost get our ass into deep shit as I'm accelerating and there's sand when I make a turn at at the corner turning into PBD...Im scared..I think everyone else is scared too...sorry people

10+pm~somebody call me when was talking with Frank.Lucas...'2dobie for me'..Wao...!!!*excited+speechlessX)

11+pm..bath dog,clean room,supper/dinner with Wesley..

Now..4.04am...tired..gonna off com soon..taz

Now playing:African Queen

12.42pm
Slides?tick
Rent?tick
Most problem are solve...phew~

Left da presentation to go~HUSTLE!!!!

Checking out my baby tonight~You now I love you=)

I got a DSLR

Today,I'm just so creative~
During the Sk program...

2-3pm,Boss pinjam me her car to go to class..but bloody lecturer didn't appear...Stay in class do some given 'assignment'..look at the clock~OMG..2.55pm..and for the very first time,I drive a car breaking my own record~reaching 140+km/h..4minutes from HELP till TTDI~sshs..cannot let boss know

after the program...lok lok + buy a burger back to condo....and...



Before I sleep..Kim come into the room and gimme a facial mask..HUH??!!

Rest-rest-restaurant City

Today was early for class~but lecturer does not appear duh...ended up playing this so-called very lame game on Facebook in the computer lab beside the class...

RESTAURANT CITY

Wanna play it since few months ago but only do it after been 'prompt' by my 2 class buddies

Mark 'Steamchicken' Kee and Philemon 'Cuckoobird' Seong

1st name it Sweet Villa,now name it....Ugliest X(not)allowed...cause Im facist..hahado check out my staff~XD

After class was dinner with Mark

Then Midvalley with Carmen and the brother and have dinner again~
some doggie story happens at Petswonderland...feel appreciated

Then back to HR to 'rescue' my restaurant~McD to company Wesley

Back to HR...

Mark was right~Im now addicted to the game and I haven finish prepare my presentation~damn..ahaha