Should or shouldnt continue...

(A short brief of yesteday till today 12..Yesterday 8pm,dinner.9.30pm,go to Alvin and Wesley's room,15minutes later,manage to convience them to play cards with me...Play Cho Tai Dee(in Viwawa.com,its call Big 2.5~lol)till 10.30..JianSheng come to the room and join..10.45..Irene join us too...and Wesley go to Level 1 to study...Play till 12am,change to Donkey and Bullshit~ya...bullshit...1st when i start to explain,everyone is like..em..ok...but in the end,i think everyone is just like enjoying the name of the game~BULLSHIT.ing!!!lmao..Wesley join us at 1+am,we play till 2am...OMG...some of us even have test at the next day,but at least its fun and it help me forget of the 'pain' for that few hours,sorry for being selfish and thanks to you guys for sharing your time with me~2am...sleep..ZZzzz)

And for today12pm,just like what happen last week,meet Lamah outside of his class and have lunch together(this time at Mama's Kitchen),then rush back to room to do my 'something' emergency~MJ,sorry for ignoring you when you call me,just that its really 'urgent' at that moment...ROFL..and ya,today i learn a few French words too...(e.g,'unbelievable','i','i am','i love you'...)
Just reach home 3hours ago~Monday is holiday and the lion dance trip with Webby and the group at this saturday is cancel...Today,MJ drive me home~get to go to say 'Hi' to Dr Lian when we reach Klang...O,ya,today is auntie off day,forget d...later on MJ drive me to Klang central...i make him get into the traffice jam that he dont have to go through if he wouldnt were to drive me...paiseh~and thanks for the ride~
10pm,have dinner at the stage show of Taman Muhhibah CNY celebration.it just some normal buffet where you got mihun,fried mee,curry...etc(ya,there is pig ears too,just that the way they cook is too oily,dont like it)...mum say that grandma didnt cook and since grandma have donate some money,just go and eat,dont have to feel paiseh~ok lo...just walk not far away from the house...better than driving out that is much more tiring...Finish food,get back...play with my babies...Get to see more 'lala chai' and 'lala mui' from the gate 'Beaching' around and against each other..hmm,seems that every year their amount is just increasing...its ok for them to lepak around but can you guys keep your voice down??!!and for those with your motorbike/scooter,can you please stop playing with your annoying-but-you-think-is-cool bike horn??All this kind of action is just making people more and more hate of lala's,do you know that??
~Of course i didnt mean this kind of lala...but if you are a lala,then you better think what i mean is this kind~
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Didnt know what else to type,i think im gonna stop here..(Should be getting my hair shave within this 2days~)

*If got the chance,i would like to say it out how i feel right now,just that....im not sure,i dont even dare to send what i want to send to you anymore,i dont want to be addicted anymore,and for me to control myself from clicking the message box and at least to say a hi word to you.it just paining and i wish there is something or someone that can cure me right now..include this very moment...images of 'you' and 'you' and 'you' again keep appearing in my mind,im now doing all kind things that can help me forget of 'you' for a while...just wish that all this can be end as soon as possible...=S..Forcing myself to smile~so SMile.TJ!!