Wonder if you'll understand

How should I start??Maybe with something inside the heart for the whole day??OK~deal..

Earlier,saw a girl that really looks like you when.I just can lift my eye away from her and almost get into a fight with the lala bf at the side.That very moment,I really thought it was you.well,for the whole day,was eating,walking,driving...and every moment I'm thinking about you.There's actually a few times that a little man just pop out in my brain asking me to give up,but every time,another guy will come out and ask me to stay strong~Well,I really tired for whats happening. Honestly,this is the very first time I got this kind of mischievous feelings towards one.I been after others before none of them give me this feeling,beside you.I never miss one until I meet you.I use to laugh to others whenever they tell me that they got this kind of feeling,and now i start to regret.Cant you just know how special you are to me.Well,I guess I'll just blame myself for how I been behaving and acting all this time.Maybe for what happen in the pass,I just cant make you feel safe enough,I just lose your trust and I know it not easy to gain it back.I don't wanna promise anything.I didn't when would be the time I might make you feel annoyed.I'm just sucks in timing.But inside my heart,I just know,when the time I reach 30,40years old and so on..I don't want to regret.Thats all I feel like spilling out for now.

Feeling better.Forgive me for all the un-Englished English if you think so.

Ya,at least manage to have a temporary joyful night to calm me down before all these emo thoughts strike me again.
2pm-5.30pm.Cheng Tai come all the way from Jenjarom.We went to the beach.We dig for crabs,mussels,and all the sea creatures we can get.We have ice-cream.We went to a fishing lake.
Its been sometimes for one that I can trust just come over and look for me.Well,I have no idea how to determine a good friend but his one of the few that I would think of asking out when I'm back at hometown and another reason would be~He like my Sasha.In fact,he like all my babies.So I like him.

and 9-12am.Play basketball.And out of 13 of us.12 of us are related.What a small world!And we only know this~Today!!Oh,and when I introduce the knockout game.Not much showing their interest,but a few round manage to attract their attention.We had some splendid moment during the game.
(Just for your info,knockout is game where a player will start shooting at the three point line and will need to score his basket his own way when he miss before the next player scores.No numbers of players is limited and everyone will queue up in a row and keep rotating till we come out with a winner.Sounds easy??play it and you will know)

After that,yamcha over kepak.and then to McD to get ourselves some ice-cream till 1.30pm.Night was peaceful with brother,cousin and all the related 'friends'.Happy.

Is this really the truth??Who knows~

see ya,miss me

Time is ticking and the gap is still there

A delight lunch.But we cousin complain about the pork is just way too lean..We love fatty pork..woot!!

A night that bleeds more than 3times.Fall on the ground hard a few times and got scratches all over my elbow,palms..etc right now.Cant really focus during the game..Slow defense,plenty of turn overs and low scoring rate.I really need to learn to handle pressure.6-10.30pm.and spend 2ominutes talking with an old folks beside the court just then went home and have my dinner.

Raining now,didn't know would there be a surprise or change tomorrow.Sleep first,will know tomorrow...

Goodnight.Miss me

Wish for a time machine

Tired and sick of it,but why still insist to hold on??

Typing the post with a tired body...

Basketball from 6pm-11pm.Well,was just so-so in the courts.Did grab quite a number of rebounds,a few assists and score few..yet,numbers of turnovers I make,low scoring ratio and smoothness during defense was just way too much for those excitement to be stimulated.Went home with a reflecting mood....

Meanwhile,an 1hour chilling/tea-time session in the evening with the cousin does give a touch of joy to my day.Thanks dear.(She's sick and yet,we still have Char Siew and Pisang goreng together..haha)

(We talk about H1N1 aka 'sakit babi' *inside joke??,snatching case and of course,Cockroach in your food!!)

Tomorrows plan:Plan timetable at the morning,Lunch with the cousin,and play basketball at night.

Needa rest.Till then,see ya,miss me...

One might hurt you and leave.But I'll stay to pay for what I did.

Can you hear me?~Only you

Yesterday was another fantastic day at the court.

Game1:3 rebounds,3 assists,and 2 baskets.
Game2:6(Include of 4 O.rebound) rebounds,4 assists,1 3pointer together with 2 foul-in lay up.OMG~

and for game 3:TJ is on fire!!...Been foul hard for 14217621576 times...But still manage to grab 4 offensive rebound and drop in 4/4 baskets,with fouls(1.0%).Hmm,with my ability to make free throw,guess manage to make 4 3 points play if its a competition...wooot!!(But some guys push me and make me fall,and now I got a palm and knee with scratches,damn!!it hurts kay..=(*)

'Foul me hard or I'll score' didn't apply to the situation,cause..No matter what,TJ will still score..haha

Game 3 ends with a cold breeze bring by the rain.And water droplets from the sky is hinting us its time to go home.Packed up my stuff and went home with a big big big broad smile.

Oh ya,another Ang mo cousin(Dad was ang mo wert,mum's my aunt)to be added on in my cousin list.Got the news yesterday.

Basketball makes me feel good.Wonder if I still get to play when I get back to KL.

Getting a car soon!!!real real soon.

see ya,miss me..

I'll do anything

All Those Great Time with You

12am,laying on the bed listening to Graduation by Vitamin C.And poof!!Out of the sudden got this mood/feeling to blog.So here its goes.

Well,I woke up around 9am.Yes,I guess I manage to get myself to sleep at a healthy timing again~Before 12am.Wooot!!

And for yesterday(17th Aug),woke up around 7am..First thing to do is to send Ah Qian to school.Have my breakfast somewhere nearby.Back home,send cousins to school and went to Wu gu's house till 10am,where mum called~LMAO,forget mum need to use the car and still half way enjoying my 2nd round breakfast over there...XD.Spend the afternoon in the room youtube.ing.Listen to tons of moody songs,crushing my brain thinking of ways to solve my problem until I found this video that really cheers me up.

A lil sharing over here.Hope it cheer up those out there that need some care and laughter.

Ignore the first 1.15minutes.Skip it!!

With this kind of rhythm.I don't think of any reasons for one to still be emo/moody/sad=)Cheers!!

So,for the evening,was having an awesome day at the court.Manage to grab an amazing 7 rebounds,1 assist,2 steal and score 4 basket that includes of one 3pointer in a game to 8.Cant be bad,right?and ya,I manage to restrict my opponent that score 7/8 in the previous game to only 1 when I'm playing with him.ROAR!!!XD

Night,represent dad that is sicked and went over some whatever dinner organize by some whatever temple.Leave half way of the whole thing,cause I just cant stand when there are retards all around me that smokes in an air-con room in the middle of a dinner.Not one but tons.Eat also damn mou mei~Memalukan aje,tak pakai otak langsung..and went back home.Toilet.ing and off to bed..Zz

Oh ya,did I mention about anything about Sunday.No?LOL,nothing much jugak.Wake up 6+am.Queenie aka Boss come over to fetch me.Cause having a booth at Sunway Piramid(I guess I dah mention at the previous post).But instead of 6.30pm,we pack at at 3pm=)~teman Queenie to do some shopping and she send me home.And I go back to hometown that very particular night.Emm,ya did went over a few pet shop over Pasar Seni there when waiting for the bus.There is this female Bull terrier that really caught my eye~OMG..No!!wait..no more dogs!!!enough of it...Reach home around 9pm.Mum fried 3 packets of noodles for me and off to bed around 10pm.

A lil further back.Saturday,leave home around 6pm and only reach Bangsar at 11pm.And worst case is,cant connect to Internet for that night.Was really bored.Sleep.LMAO..ya,Queenie send me a message asking me to sleep early with a 'heehee' at the end..OMG..cute..hahaXD

What else~what else did I miss out..hmmm,oh ya,Say Er's birthday today.So Happy birthday girl!!Have a great year.

That all for now I guess~wanna go cari my cousin dah.She's back today=)

Chao!!miss me.

Its already 3months,should be long enough.I wanna talk,gimme a deal.

Care and Love,I know you know I do

Taking in 3 packets of Maggi,3 liters of Ribena and 2 eggs in 30minutes time had just stimulated my nerves to blog.

Man~as I look at the previous post,its been more than a week I have not updated my blog.Well,Its been a week that full of a little up and tons of down after all.

Spot me?No?Whatever~None of your business...

Nothing much happen for the previous Wednesday and Thursday.Spend the day time sleeping,play basketball at night and online.Beside Thursday morning where I went over Wu gu house to feed Pinky and bring her for a walk.OMG,that big,huge and chubby dog is kinda hard to control.Eish...

(watched Robin Hood/talk to G.Joey on phone for like 20+minutes~waste my money and time jeXD)

Friday,had lunch over Wu gu's place and to KL with cousin and the bf.Tumpang kereta je...since I got a whole day to spend and the bf is in a hurry for his meeting,both of us have some tea at a Old Town Coffee nearby.Then,to their crib to check out their new dog.A black dachshund pinscher cross~cute...and wait,their house is just awesome!!big wide space with awesome view.So,both the cousins msn each other even though sitting face to face while the bf have a nap.8+almost 9pm,drop me over the hotel next to Time Square.I suppose to have my dinner over there but food court is close.So,Monorail.ed to KL Central,RM1 of kerepok as my dinner and back home.Was so tired since I haven sleep for the pass 49hours...knock off..ZZzzz....

Saturday,
It wasn't a good night after all.Wake up every 2hours till 8+am,wake up,change and take a cab to TTDI.

Coach training~wasn't really there for the training,God knows why.

Training for this round is only one day,and it wasn't a pleasure training after all,due to my emotional reason..sorry

Everything ends around 9+pm.Webby send me home,grab my stuff and headed to the place where I get my bus to get back to hometown.Honestly,I wake up with hope,frustrated for not appreciate opputinity I get and do what I've plan for the day~chicken out,and go back to hometown just incase I commit suicide for being too lonely and emo.

Sunday,cant recall what I've done but I just stay home for the whole day.This go for Monday beside the part where I send my two little cousin to school and bring mum to Sg. Mas and breakfast.

Tuesday?Take a bus to Klang.Work over Dr. Lian's clinic.Almost faint when helping Dr Lian's in a surgery with a dog that gets its neck skin tear off during a fight.Not that I afraid of blood, just that I didn't sleep the day before and when the dog comes over,it was dirty and and with tons of tick and flea.I need to bath that big dog,dry the thick long fur of it and bayticol.ed(A action of using Bayticol-A flea/tick killing poison), everything in 30minutes.Thats extremely tiring.End the day around 7+pm.Oh ya,I saw Happiness,the first dog(Yorkie) I handle when I first work over the clinic last year.Take a bus back home,over slept and it brings me from Klang>Banting and >some whatever place that I've no idea whats the name is.Spend the night figure out way to go home.Reach home dead tired and sleep.

Wednesday,mum bringing sis to Shah Alam for piano test.So,she drop me in front of Dr Lian's clinic.A busy day.Dinner with Dr Lian,the husband and Mrs Chia.And for the night,stay over Mrs Chia's place.

Afternoon,Joey Seok called:'TianJun,you are the PD for IAG..'
too bad,I'm not gonna coach~again,God knows why...

Thursday,a hairy,furry,bloody,tiring day.The whole day,I been handling lots of Golden Retriever and Rottweiler.OMG,there is this beautiful Golden that really caught my eye(Even though I don't like Golden)..The name is Estheron.a beautiful,massive,nice haired Golden.But the sucky part is that,the rich owner wanna have its hair all shaved,cause they just cant take care of it~=.=. Meanwhile carrying this gorgeous beast back to its cage wasn't easy and the after shaved left over hair that stained on my Tee shirt is poky.~eish
Somehow,all these busy routine just make me feel better~At least I don't think too much

a fawn with black mask Bullmastif~

Went back home around 9pm.Start to miss Bush,the idiotic massive Bullmastif that bark at me like hell at day 1 and allow me to pet and play with it at the last day.Estheron the Gorgeous Golden.Rocky,the super tall Great Dane.Ching Ching,Dr Lian's Rott that don't really like 'male human'(Now days she don't bark at me anymore,but I still scare of her XD)....etc...

Today,
Last night,what a beautiful dream I had.I wish I could stay in it forever because everything is just so perfect.I dream of reaching my goal,my family,and we get to talk again.
Puff~!!Wakeup by the noice of the TV.OMG!!!I shouldnt have sleep at the TV room!!!
But I know one day,all these will come true,just that it take a little time.

Basketball at night.2 assist,1 rebound and 2 steal.Can be better~


Ooops~5.50am right now??So its Saturday dah.MTV World Stage concert~but nobody is going with me.I wish I could have ask her along but~haiz..I know,God knows..why.......Forget about the ticket.No point going there alone right??

Going back KL today.Cause Sunday got job over Sunway Pyramid.It start from 8.30am-6.30pm.
Lemmi tranquilize myself with some job.Busyness makes me feel better...

Needa rest,ciao people,miss me

and I will ONLY miss 'You'...

Heart you,heart me back??=)

I can't love another when my hearts somewhere far away

9.07am,and currently listening to 'Rhythm of the falling rain'

the rain will not stop my love to you and the court

Meanwhile,heavy rain is pouring from the sky from 8.20am till now.I wonder when would it stop~hmm.Not that I didn't like the rain,in fact,this rain now is making my mind calm,the cool breeze that it brings is making me shiver,a cup of hot coco and sitting on a big couch looking at the scene will makes everything look perfect,just that I wonder when would it stop,thats all.

Today I woke up at 5am.Ya,at last..I sleep like one that stay in Malaysia again.Slept around 11pm,with my stinky un-bath-after-basketball body.Was so tired that I just sleep on floor.Maybe cause I didnt really get to sleep well the day before.

Well,I sleep around 8am duh.Mum wake me up around 11am and told me to went over Tong Lee cause Dad was sicked and he need to go to the hospital.So,went over there till 4+pm,was totally exhausted.Get back,take a bath and start gardening till 7+pm.Then went over this house(Philip) that owns a male Dachshund.Checking out Honey's mate duh,but it appears to be a lil too big.So,I change my mind and leave after having a nice talk with the freindly family over their place for about an hour.

Its 9pm,and I'm tired.But how could I end the night without some basketball game.So,Pulau till 10+pm.Without taking any dinner,have my rest after being awake for the past 40hours.

Dad,you really need to restrict your food intake!!

...till then,chao~

Know your dreams and make them mine

Emmemm,its 1am right now.Will off to bed after feeding my babies.

Mum mention that gonna change my name..
Wonder will it happen~so do update with me the next time any of you meet me,kay?

Haven sleep after yesterday post.In fact,only start having my night rest at 2pm.Wth again..But at least this morning is more productive.Went over Tong Lee to help out till 1pm.Back home,take care of my lil cousin and start sleeping after feeding him some porridge and get him to watch cartoons.It wasnt a good rest after all,cause inbetween granny wake me up to ask about his medicine thingy(He is having a slight fever duh)and with the lil monster around,he will start climbing over me and keep 'gorgor this','gor gor that'~But it do melt my heart when he told me'I love gor gor'.=)

Woke up at 8pm.Dinner and start googling about dog breeding till now.There goes another day..

May the exam piece been played to its best.Break a leg!

The love is still strong,even he was left alone

3.46am,
Excessive meal(supper) with my cousin over her place till 1.30am makes me feel full and is keeping me awake right now.Anyway,I do enjoy and appreciate those moment we get to be together.

Cant sleep..Maybe cause my tummy is loaded with too much of tea,or cakes??or maybe hard boiled eggs??or those processed hard-like-rock egg??or maybe,oranges??mangosteen??salted pork fat??~OMG,I have so much food that I cant really recall what I've eaten.

Anyway,for today,again I only start having my night rest at 9am!!Wth~Sun is high up in the sky only the sexy beast start sleeping??Well,blame my idiotic brain that cant function well and my undisciplined lousy mindset.7am,had a walk with my babies around the housing area.7.30-8.30am drive granny to the Sunday market and help her to carry the goods she bought.(Believe me,really a lot of stuffs to be carried).And after we reach home,have my breakie and there goes~TJ lying on the coach and start to 'hibernate' till 5+pm...

Nothing much started from that moment till 11pm.Went over Wu gu place and watched 'Kung Fu' and have my keep-me-awake-till-now supper.=)

Uno on Facebook is the current game that entertain the un-sleep-able sexy beast..

Off my lappie and gonna force myself to sleep~Chao...

OMG~Honey's on heat.Today is day 1 and we have 9 more days to go.

19th

Alright,some update and will off to bed soon~

Going through a zombie/Malaysia American kind of life for the past 1 week.Why say so??Cause I will sleep around 5-7am and only wake up when the day starts to turn dark.
I am a NOCTURNAL SEXXAYY BEAST!!
But most of the time,I'll just laming over my bed day dreaming and do nothing productive.I know all these is just a waste of time and its not good for my health,I promise I'll do my best to make thing get normal again.

Aight,yesterday was 31st of July.For those that wonder and ask what have I been through,lemmi share with you guys over here.

Woke up at 4+pm,laming on the bed.5+pm,Ah Bu Ji Ba texted me and come over my place.Well,didn't feel like staying at home~so,together with my 3 lil babies,we have a walk around the Taman.He stay over till 8+pm where Wu Gu brought me the cake she baked for me.After that,have a bath and start to rap alone in the room till 11+pm.Get near ma lappie,on ma FB and start replying those that had posted something on my wall.And TV till 7.30am just sleep.
(Oh~So,for those that manage to pass by my place and saw some makan makan over there.That is because some whatever company are having some talk over my place.Non-of my business and I just stay in the room.Bukan I didnt invite you kay=P)

Earlier,just back from a dinner.For my birthday celebration.Er gu's bill duh.Thanks and love you.

A lil apprecation over here...
Wanna take this chance to thank ma papa mama for giving birth of me.Without you guys,I dont think I'll exist.And thank to those friends and family for all your wishes..and to..
My 2 'bloody' kai mui's that be the first 2 to wish me~awww...X),
My brother Bobo,thats currently busy with his exam,
My primary till now super buddy,Ah Pin~,
Dad,Er gu,Shi gu...etc...LOVE YA!!
Oh~not forgetting my big lame spammer,thank for the editted late birthday post=P,Love ya too=)

Just another day.Still have the cake in the fridge,so does this means I still got a wish to make??

Mum is at Klang.Nothing to do now.So~for my health,...chao people!!....

...continue rap,rap,rap it till I fall asleep

*This year had pass and I'm still waiting.Because I believe my dreams to be with you will came through.