He is Destroyed

Destroyed~For the very first time
Maybe after all i should just give up
~lets keep back to the old policy~

*why things need to reach this situation??does this means another few months more to wait??I dont have much time left...

I know I need You

Now playing:Love story-Taylor Swift(At last get to load it~)

12pm~12hours away from Yesterday..4hours lose track from my planner...Da*n~lol

Just woke up~Arrghh~~~*yawn*(Wondering what for dinner...emm,i mean lunch~blurr d)

Yesterday is a kinda enjoying day~here goes the details...

Morning, wake up at 7.30am(En101 final is 8am)...bath..etc...and at 7.43am,walk to Wisma LH4.? for exam..(Haha~was late for 5minutes,an almost get guide wrongly by a 'lesbian.ish'..er..staff or lecturer..no idea duhh..into the wrong exam hall)

Finish exam at 10am.Hong Yun gimme a drive to KPD E to reconfirm my next exam venue,then to HR~Thanks!!=)

Breakfast with Vicky,end up,Im the one eating nia~cause shes not feeling well...teman her go photostate...etc....
____________________
this when karma happen~

Afternoon,
Reach TTDI at 1pm,only Carol is in the office...She teman me to buy my lunch,even though she already got hers...thanks...

Lunch is Pan Mee..Remember the boss ask me..'Hey leng zai,long time no see(in cantonese)...Big add big(direct translate from cantonese)??'~O,no,today just small..no appetite..haha~=D
(The boss is a nice person to talk with,same for his food~XD)

Lunch with 'Pokemon' on Youtube...after that~(Melvin and Andrea was here..M is here for preview)...Andrea Chan Mei Xin aka Princess Quack Quack recomended me to watch something from Youtube..seriously..I was amazed by that~

Britains got Talent-Susan Boyle
(Watch it and I bet you get amazed by her too)

3pm~Coach gathering but only 4people was there..
3+pm~At last,Webby arrive...Session starts,together with Webster, Amanda, Amelyn, Joey, Zachary, Zhi Len...and Bryan Cheong was LATE!!!!

6pm,
~Coach Gathering 2 ends~
(a lil set up was being done since tomorow they are having parenting workshop)

Get to the office and play with my lappy crsytal eye~and heres the result.....
~Bryan!!=)~my when-he-is-13-already-taller-than-me-20cm-brother...~Carol and Minjin in purple~~Queenie was busy~almost kena screw"I'm busy right now,you dont come and kacau me!!!"~

Throughout the whole activity~1 main thing that i learn is that,

I need to look back for my soul.

(So close yet so far....)

Night,
Tag along Carol and her house mate I guess( Shaun/Seon/Shawn~not really sure...hehe)to MidValley...

Dinner~was Ikan Bakar Pari at some food court at MV that I didnt notice before~Rm6.50 only??..not bad duh...

>10pm,Window shopping at MV until I get myself a piece of Tee-shirt~Pay by??Coins!!haha~geng right,first time ever....

Yamcha..with both of them and another 2 of their friend at Sri Kuchai(mamak again~lots of 'seafood'~lala around)...My cha would be...Cha O ice Limau...haha...

Spend the night with them going from Kuchai Lama>Sri Petaling>etc.....
(They are looking for houses to move...hmm,maybe Im gonna move places arounf there jugak...rent was way much more cheaper)

12+am~1am,They drive me back to HR~thanks again...sleep...ZZZzz...

and now,12+pm d,gonna go for lunch d..after that,gonna start study~Tata
(Back on track....)







*Feel misreable when didnt get to see you,even worse when get to see you but didnt get to talk to you~
*Answering the few seconds call from you make my day~=)

How I feel right now??

Playing:You Raise Me Up

Kinda miserable...Why??
(reveal soon,i guess....)

Morning is En101 presentation,hacked whatever company line nearby and get online in class...loaded Youtube and show it during my presentation~(On msn...and someone actually msn during the presentation)Overall,presentation is Great~!

Afternoon, lunch alone at HP tower,sting ray,potato and rice~RM5~

After that,get to L.S7 to print out macro assignment and hand it up...

Get myself yogurt and walk back to HR lvl1,met Cynthia,she bring me the pau Vincent get for her...just because she dont eat pork...WHAT??Damn,pork is nice weii....+the pau is really big,almost the size of my head....Vincent do get me a lou po beng and bi pang(This thing here is freaking nice)...all from Sarawak..Finish the pau and yogurt while watching Mr Bean Holiday.

Back to room,wash the toilet,clean the room,look at Marilyn......................

Time flies~

still ticking

Dinner alone,again~=.=

12am now.Earlier was talking with the guard.

At least I get to learn something not from the textbook.

Get back to room,tomorrow,err,nope...later is EN101 finals....











*This * always represent what I want to tell you but I didn't dare to...I guess now you are attached...I should disappear in your life for now....but I'll always be around when you need me...
*Reaons why I shouldnt give up??Because you are the right 1...

Last week,last day

Tomorow,nope,Today is the last day for the semester.

Last presentation for EN101 later at 10am and after that gonna start finals from Saturday till Thursday.

16/4~afternoon,walk back to HR during macro class to collect my group assignment 1.On the way back to class,guess who I met??Its Josie!!damn miss her wei...shes here at Help for the debate...the team lost...(I'll always support you,no matter what,just like what you did when i need someone~screw the other team...lol)

Kai aka Michael didnt appear for Macro class~He was poisoned...

(I respect him!!Even he is so sick,he still take the responsible to text me and ask me to print out our assignment+take all the blame if there is one~No worries dude,I'll handle everything for you,just take a good rest~Get well soon)

-Boss at Mama Kitchen offer me a job,should or shouldn't I accept??




Night,

Knew that she was having high fever,I'm worried but i can't do anything to help.I feel that I'm so useless.

Just wish that you can recover ASAP.
Hope that there would be someone now take care of you

*Just want you to get well soon.Knowing you healthy is everything.

What you want is what you get~Karma

Playing: Kau Ilhamku

~Basketball training is satisfying~

9pm,Talk with the burger guy for sometime,promise him to buy 1 later...

Chun chun 12,even though not hungry,still run there to buy 1...Know what??I get a discount for a burger~haha...I pay only RM2...

Supper,

Ramlee Burger
~RM2~

+

Curry chicken,Milk rice and some dul curry look thingy~
All in Sri Lankan style...

Cooked by Sanali's mum(Her parents come to Malaysia to visit,she recomended her bro to me today~XD)

YUM YUM~home cook is always the best,Damn miss home cook food...

night at lvl 1,

Almost everyone is having finals...All the best people
(All the best to me too~finals start this Saturday)

MJ just went home this evening,he will be moving out from HR next week,samething to Eze,Sanali,Dhilip and Luqman.....gonna miss those days with them..








*I been thinking of home cook food all this time,and I get it.So,now Im gonna start thinking of how to love and care for you even more~=)...I just realise loving you is fun~lalala

Romeo~by FCM

Didn't sleep again~Wao~how many times d

8+am,I guess: Morning!!

Msn~Peter aka future Jie Fu and Aaron Foo CM that call me Romeo~XD
(CM!!There isnt anyone at Wisma lvl 9 that called Winnie la~)

-Class-
-Chemistry class is just 15minutes...then dismiss(HAHA!!I hand up the lab report d,even though the due date is at Friday~Hakuna Matata)
-EN101 class is presentation~Didnt really pay attention,play NBA in the class+Cho Dai Dee outside~XD

After class,get to meet Alysha.She is here at Help for the debate competition.Didn't get to talk for long cause I'm in a toilet rush~LOL

Then,
Meet Allen,we talk about Marilyn,we talk about drawings,we talk about sellings and we talk about Tara Reid and Kim Kardashian~Huh!!Did I just mention Kim Kardashian??~Love.d~lalala

~Kim Kardashian~~This is just one smoooooking hort b**ch~

#Maybe after all,guys are just meant to be horny,emm,frame it..appreciate pretty lady..LOL#

~Took Marilyn out for a 'flight',a couple of photo of her standing on my hand was took by MJ~
(This just reminds me of when i get into the room,saw him and his dolphin girl rolling on the bed,sorry if disturb~hehe)

Sleep from 5-8pm.Dinner at Ali Maju.

(After that meal,I'm broke,I need some cash for tomorows meal.My bank acc is empty~HELP!!someone,HELP!!)

Night...................................
lvl9,
Some guys that stick a piece of notice that contain a lot of vulgar,a tour of Vincent,Jeff,Michelle,Carmen,'Kwan Ven' and me to the floor to read and do some scribbling on it~Its kiddy,but....Its FUN!!!haha..I remember I just draw a smiley face on it..they did took a photo but I havent get from them yet...lalala

lvl1,
2+am,Damn!!~Wanna sleep for a while~Just lay down then wake up cause people quarrel for the remote to watch football game...off TV..take away battery..etc..just like kids fighting~



For the night~

Liverpool 4 vs Chelsea 4
Whoever that bet on Liverpool will lose I guess??Not really sure,I don't bet
Arr~after all...football is just stupid~










The only thing that make me piss is just that they off my air-con and took away the battery~eff*




Continue with my work~not gonna sleep anymore
*Raining right now~I feel cold,did you??Do remember to put on your blanket...

*Im not sleeping no longer because of missing you,not because I didnt miss you.But Im awake so that I'm there whenever you need me~Waiting day and night,waiting for the day...Cause I know that day will come true.

Kau Ilhamku

~Reedited~

Yesterday playing:Kau Ilhamku
Today/Now playing:Kau Ilhamku
Still playing:Kau Ilhamku

Sunday,
Morning

Didnt sleep at all,Cho dai dee with Jeff,Vincent,Carmen,Weiliang till morning..
~breakie at Ali Maju

(WL=Wei Liang/TJ=You know la~)
WL: Lets go my room,ok??
TJ: Emm~wokie..
(In the room, he get his cards and asked)
WL: What you wanna ask for..
TJ: Studies??
WL : Haiz~I'll just help you to ask about how would it be for you and the girl you are after...

And result??
(Dont really remember but this is the few point i get to recall..)
-You will need to be more patient,is only matter of time
-You are someone that have a clear goal/target and you know what you want
-You are just simply too straight, you need to use some tactic(add on by WL: You are too nice, need to be more cunning...)
...etc...cant really remember..beside the last 1...-'The Lovers'...both of you will get to be together...(WaOooooo~a good start for the day...)


Afternoon~

Outing at One Utama

~'Appeared' list~
-Su Wee
-Ellysha
-Joe Lim
-Carmen Yong
-Jia Yun
-Jia Jie
-Natalie Han
-Roger
-TJ

Others~Kim, Nawwar, Keet Lam
(More than 10person cancel the day before or the day itself,especially when you get three straight cancelation 15minutes before the event~Need to plan better next time..)

+Lost my $...damn malu when go McD order d no money to pay~Luckily didn't go for Carlos Jr.

VS

Then how TJ get home??

Formula:

Carmen Yong>TTDI>Bryan Choy>Help Residence
~Thanks people~

Spend the night sleeping...
Fall asleep while missing you

*No matter how much it cost me and my time~I will,I do..=)
*You are my inspiration~

Long term fighting strategy

Michael aka Kai : You better rest more...!!

Didnt sleep or sleep well for weeks...
(longest sleeping duration within the week: 3hours)...

Didnt realise it until today...Just like what mention by the rest,
'You been emo for too long d...its not you anymore...'

Tomorow no school, no class, not going home..

Need to make myself sleep for at least 10hours~
~Hibernating~
*Wish me luck,I hope I can get to fall asleep~







Soulja!!YOu have no more space for you to turn over!!
Rest and stop doesnt mean I quite the battle,it is to get myself more well prepare...
To stand for a longer time, to wait and strike at the proper time
TJ aint gonna lose a battle to win a war~TJ wants all
I will wait~not for the ending but for the starting
No matter what you do to me,
I'll always be there for you.

*'Dont appear infront of *insert something* anymore', just like a bullet from AK47 piercing through my heart,ngam ngam friend peep my message,even worse like another bullet from M16,Im injured, but i know the more I hurt now, the stronger I will be next time...I dont care...I'll just continue to love you till the last day I breath..ILY~=)
*Just made up my mind, say No to Private,because nothing i do and express cant see by others.

Ticket

TJ is back...

If stuff that is no longer useful,should you throw it,keep it as memory or just give to someone??

Dateline:11April2009,Saturday

*Tj in training~to be more patient,to be less lame, more serious, caring, capable, lovable and to love you even more..

>Changing in progress

Waiting for the happy ending

Seriously this few days don't have the mood to blog at all.Most probably wont have anymore updates.

The only reason why posting up this post is because I just made up my mind~Instead of transfering to The States 2 years+ later...most probably ill be going there next~Gonna inform mum and dad of this decision i made...

I dont have much time left~I must have a happy ending before i leave...If things cant be better,at least just make it back like last time..





*Finals 2 more weeks to go,tons of assignment need to be finish within this 2 weeks,having 2 test this week,keep skipping basketball training,cant sleep during night time,all is because of you~I hate you!!
*Friends are saying me stupid,some are saying it doesnt worth for me to love the girl~some just say,just go get another girl,some are asking me why im no longer happy,some asking why now days you didnt want o talk to us...maybe after all,I just change....